Knowing

Lucifer, sweet angel, tell me what happened?

What you asked for. You wanted to know and though no words were spoken, how much more do you want? Even you have to admit that your place cannot be disputed. Avoidance and rejection on Wednesday, stress and cancellation for Friday and yesterday the anouncement of the most important decision of his life was left to a third party to make, well after others were informed. Even the secrets you were asked to keep were not unique. You are just one among many, and a not very special one at that. And you have no one to blame but yourself.


Funny though. It hurts. But not as much as I would have thought. I guess because I was expecting this. Not wanting, to be sure, but it all comes as a sad inevitability.