Lost the plot

I think that I have finally recognised what is happening here. Or more precisely, what has happened.

I have just come back from doing some wandering. Links from other places have taken me to realms that may be more familiar to others that are supposedly new to me. What I found most strange, were there were new things that were not new at all. There was a familiarity in a stranger that was more than slightly disturbing, their words said nothing new to me. Except to tell me that I am doing this all wrong perhaps? We shall see.

Still, to go off on a different tangent, I find it more than confusing when two perspectives of the same incidence are so totally conflicting. Had a conversation today that shed a completely different light on something that was going on over the past weekend. So which is the true? In actuallity, it matters not one jot. And I dont think I am even going to bother trying to find out.

Another thing that was also shown to me with time away. Just how easily can I be distracted? There is some measure of comfort to be had in the thought that my focus could now be broken, given what I now know, how readily my head can be turned. All I need is another type of game to play. And now that this one has lost its appeal, what better time to look around?