resolve

I am tired Lucifer. Old and weary. I feel the weight of all my years, all the words that have been said and heard. But more than anything I know how much of a barrier the chasm has become. No, cancel that. I have always believed that I knew how much of a gulf it was. Now I can feel it. So once again I pick up the resolution to shut down and withdraw. For what point is there in anything else. I will speak of this elsewhere, for this is not me at this present.