Feeling

Lucifer, I am wondering if you know what the matter with me is. Despite everything happening around me, the amount of ill feeling, negativity and angst, I am actually feeling really good. It is almost as if it all is washing over me. Sure I get upset about things, but I walk it off, I can actually shake it off and then get on with my own thing and very quickly too. I no longer have the desire to keep it and dwell on it. Too many people with too many issues. Tell me, is the overload actually working in a positive way for me? Or am I finally begining to learn?

For when all is said and done, there is not a lot I can do about anything anyway. I mean, it is not as if any of it is my responsibility, it is not as if any of the people involved want me to do anything about it either. No one else wants me to claim any piece, so why should I? And there is so much going wrong around me that it all gets too much, it is all too big to claim any hold on, it is actually easier to walk away and just look at it from a distance rather than get up close and make it personal. And as that is what others seem to want, well, who should I be to disappoint?

Lucifer, shall we take a nice walk? The day belongs to just you and I, the light is welcoming, there are places to go and visit and I am feeling adventurous.