Over reaction

Never let it be said, Lucifer, that I was one who was guilty of over reacting. Much. But what do I do? Return? Or stay away? For there is a very real problem with absence in that how do I let off steam? If I block this pressure valve how do I vent? It is not as if I have anywhere else, or anyone else I can turn to.

It is ironic though that the less I can turn to forms of comfort that gave me relief before, the more I need that relief. Something has to give, dear angel, and I am so afraid that it will be me.