Distractions

Lucifer, how does one fight a losing battle? How do you find the motivation to continue when you know there is no point in doing so? Look here now. There is a lot I have to discuss with you but the enthusiasm to do so has gone. Not that I mind talking to myself, but it is now more of a chore to do so. Routine replaces play and I have to dig deep to find the desire to do so. Is it because I no longer find this to be communication, just a rant instead? Not that I expected this to continue once other distractions took justifiable priority, but I did not expect the cessation of all activity. Interesting as to how negatively I am viewing the situation.